Posted by: eaubeauhorn | September 25, 2012

A path in?

The dream started with a feeling of going OBE, which is sort of a rising up, flying sort of feeling. However everything was black, as a very dark night. Not scary dark, just dark. I was happy to be “out.”

I don’t remember all of it, but I was interacting with someones, still in the quite dark, and a U-shaped metal thing was put over my head, not touching, it was bigger than that, but with the ends more or less next to my ears. Then it was turned on and I was being “zapped.” There wasn’t any particular sensation but I wondered if my consciousness was being raised somehow.

There was a little more in the dream, but not that much that I remember.

I woke up feeling like I’d had a nightmare but not terrified like after a nightmare. It was fairly easy to calm myself back down using my Heartmath breathing technique.

Then, after I’d been awake a while, I was still sort of drifting and I got a vision of my back yard, which has a wall around it with a gate. The gate was gone, leaving just a hole in the wall, and there wasn’t really anything I could do to plug the hole. I had a couple more dream snippets in which I was wandering around inside my house, of similar things. (Aside: I live in a camping trailer in my yard; I cannot go inside my house because it has toxic mold.)

Well, I don’t know if my interpretation is right nor not, but here goes: Something seems to have happened in the OBE part of the dream where my consciousness was changed a little, opened up, by the U-shaped metal device. Since my house is generally the symbol of my state of consciousness (as opposed to my car, which is the symbol of my body) the later snippets seem to support that a path “in” to my consciousness has been opened. It’s not a big path, being the gate through the wall at the back of the property, but it’s there. I also have thought of that gap as a “hole.”

All still in the dark. I don’t know what the dark signifies, other than possibly my lack of ability to see over to the Afterlife.

PS: I had a conversation with someone yesterday in which I said that I think my conscious access to the other side is being blocked because if I had good access, I’d go there and not come back, like right away.


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